Ok I have this thing that seems to be scaring the shit out of me, I was on facebook and I was talking to a friend of mine I knew from the street, I found out recently he has gotten himself back out on the streets, I didn't think much of it, since it was pretty easy when me and him were doing it, drinking, smoking pot, having good times...But what he has told me, is that he been injecting Meth,gakk whatever you want to call it. He's been going for the worsed since I he's been doing this shit. Back when I knew him I was also Doing it. I would get my fix and dash off in a local bathroom or friends house and shoot arm. Feeling the sensation I wouldn't bother with sleep, most I would lose was I'd say a weeks worth of sleep. I even went to the cost of sleeping with my dealer to get more drugs a ounce the least, sell some and buy more for cheaper, but I would wind up fucking with the dealer if I wound up not having any more drugs, but now since I've escaped from it I've been clean for 2 months and running, which I'm damn proud of, but what scares me the most is I don't want my friend to go through the same shit I had to in order to get my 'fix' I hated what I became I didn't want nothing to do with my parents I hated everyone except the people I was around and whatever else. The risk of getting Hep C, HIV/AIDS or whatever is a major risk when injecting esspeacially when on the street I was one of the lucky ones not to get either. So for my friend Dale I'll pray for you, I lost one friend already to the drug don't make the same mistake.

And as of now I'm going to gather my shit and go find his ass. I have to help him, I don't want him to be a lost cause. or for that matter dead...